May 2012
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he left at dawn and as i slept i felt him go...
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he said nobody else ever loved him - that’s why he’d get high enough to go touch the heavens above him vividly remembers every pipe, every needle that stuck him every alley he ever slept in, every purse that he snuck in every level of hell he’s been to and the one that he’s stuck in the one he can’t escape even though it’s of his own construction maybe you...
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Tom, if I weep and want to wait until you need me will you promise me that someday you will need me?
no, but i will sit in silence while you rage, you can knock the chairs down any mountain. i will always be the same and you will always wait
Tom, it’s hot here and I think I’m being born. Will you come back from Richmond and baptise me with sex and cool water?
i will come back from...
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“And remember, no matter where you go, there you are.”
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i’m never gonna break your heart - not...
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don’t leave yourself alone for too many days ’cause sooner than you know you’re gonna start slipping
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but you stare straight forward it’s like you’re...
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There are certain names I cannot speak, certain dates that render me useless. There are certain bodies I will never forget. And if I could go back in time, sit you down, and tell you what you were going to do, you would never believe me.
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and everything seems to have gone terribly wrong...
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J’ai tellement peur de ce que tu me fais sentir.
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“I have forgotten your dragons great, merry and mad and friendly and bold. Dim is your proud lost palace-gate. I vaguely know there were heroes of old, troubles more than the heart could hold, there were wolves in the woods yet lambs in the fold, nests in the top of the almond tree, the evergreen tree and the mulberry tree… Life and hurry and joy forgotten, years and years I but...
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You are looking outward, and that above all you should not do now. Nobody can counsel and help you, nobody. There is only one single way. Go into yourself.
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come on down the furthest reaches of your nowhere...
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it has to end - living in your head without...
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“He told me he woke with fear in the morning, and went to bed with fear in the...”
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“It was a source of both terror and comfort to me then that I often seemed...”
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I should have thought in a dream you would have brought some lovely, perilous thing, orchids piled in a great sheath, as who would say (in a dream), “I send you this, who left the blue veins of your throat unkissed.”
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Peace, Eleanor thought concretely; what I want in all this world is peace, a quiet spot to lie and think, a quiet spot up among the flowers where I can dream and tell myself sweet stories.
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‘cause i got a heart that shines in the dark...
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he spoke about the future: “we’re not gonna make it” he explained how the end will come you and me were never meant to be part of the future - all we have is now all we’ve ever had was now all we have is now all we’ll ever have is now
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i never saw it coming…waiting for something...
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“she got ice she don’t want anyone to break”
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remember when the days were long and rolled...
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My mother and I are sitting in her private room at Sandstone, where she is now a permanent resident. Heavily sedated, she has her sunglasses on and keeps touching her hair and I keep looking at my hands, pretty sure that they’re shaking. She tries to smile when she asks what I want for Christmas. I’m not surprised at how much effort it takes to raise my head and look at her. I’m...
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